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Jenny Vagabond
16 August 2007 @ 07:28 pm
my day just got royally fucked up.

basically, to sum it all up:

i am negative $170 in my account the day before i'm supposed to go look at an apartment and put a deposit down on it. i'm usually good with keeping up on what i'm spending, but i had lost the sheet i had figured it all out on for this month.. so i went to the atm and it said i had somewhere around $35 left, and i went and bought lunch and a few other small purchases not going over my limit. but as it turns out, a check i had previously written out for bills was cashed earlier that morning and never showed up on my balance until it was too late.

so i'm probably not going to be able to come up with the money i lost in the next few days, and my potential roommates need to find a place whether it's with me or not because they have responsibilities here in the city and can't jeopardize not living here. and i'm already in debt, so i can't be borrowing any money.. i'm seriously contemplating selling my laptop.. or maybe my camera. i think i'd want to die if i did, though. but otherwise, i'm going to be homeless.

AND AS IF IT COULDN'T GET ANY WORSE
i called my mom, bawling my eyes out, asking if she had found anything out about my taxes that i still have not received (there are certain reasons for this though, it wasn't something i didn't plan on.. well, i definitely didn't plan on waiting this long, but you get the point) because she had done them for me, or if there was something i could do to get in touch with someone about it.. and she had to break the news to me that she had found a number to call, only to end up with an automated voice service where she put in my social and it came back saying that under their records.. there were no taxes filed for 2006 from this social number.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK MONEY RUINS PEOPLE'S LIVESSSSS

i guess there's something that can be done about the tax money, which is comforting because all of that money goes towards paying back debt to friends who i am totally not being a good friend to back. but it just means that nothing will be done with it by the end of the month, and who know's when i'll see it' i've already waited this long..




if you see me on a corner somewhere,
don't stop and say hi.

i'll most likely be working the streets.
 
 
mood: frustratedfrustrated